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Pure Hatred
At one time, I could love.
There came a time when I loved too much, I cared too much, and that was when "it" started.
My heart echoed with every ounce of life that pumped through my veins.
I smiled and laughed with all my heart, but now that's been destroyed.
My heart has shattered and now it no longer beats the way it use to, full of life, love, happiness.
Those words seem so distant now, it seems I barely recognize them.
My heart was fooled when I thought those that cared about me were phony from the very beginning.
The actions of those around me were completely oblivious to my denying eyes and mind.
My heart wanted desperately to believe that I had found it, what all hearts seek, love.
The time came when I panicked and I didn't say what I needed to, that's when SHE fukked up everything.
SHE swayed HIM!
My mind and eyes saw THEM!
At that moment in time, something fizzled out.
I couldn't put my finger on it, but I knew something died.
I turned my back and at that instant knew that "it" had begun.
The hatred began to bubble deep within a crevice that I didn't know existed within me.
Every part of my being ached with pain, anger; I didn't know what was happening.
I laid there, trying to fight it off, it wouldn't leave.
I closed my eyes, then "it" consumed me.
FIRE!
This is all my eyes could see, I felt the heat, the burning, where am I?
This new feeling coursed through my veins.
I felt as if my heart were going to explode from all the pressure.
My soul endured as did my body.
I heard my heart thumping in my ears.
I fought no longer, it swept over me like a great wildfire.
I cannot explain the sensation, the only thing that comes to mind is a warmth that tingles across every part of the body.
There was no pain, but a strange chaotic calmness.
I "awoke," changed some how.
Love, life, happiness just seemed to become faint whispers.
Nothing mattered to me anymore.
The only thing that rages through my veins and keeps me going is........PURE HATRED
Maria Matthews
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